Saturday, May 27, 2006
Dude...
Thanks a lot! I'll never forget this favor. I'll live up to your dreams. I'll make u feel good. I'll do all that pleases u in the future once I start earning. I really love you and I'm grateful to u n applu 4 the favor I received last night. All that is left is flight ticket. Of course, that's even more important. Two sources have turned me down. Still hoping. Let me c what god has in store for me towards that. In the future I'll make money enuf to fund others like me. I now understand y u insist so much on charity and philanthropy.
Anyway, otherwise I just feel I need to stabilize a little careerwise. Once I get a decently paying job, I can start planning out on my entrepreneurial dreams. Wish U stood by my side to make BYS enterprises dreams come true!
Miss You too much beyond facing reality. Wish U n i were to present these papers together. Love you da
bye.
Will always be in touch!
Shags
Thanks a lot! I'll never forget this favor. I'll live up to your dreams. I'll make u feel good. I'll do all that pleases u in the future once I start earning. I really love you and I'm grateful to u n applu 4 the favor I received last night. All that is left is flight ticket. Of course, that's even more important. Two sources have turned me down. Still hoping. Let me c what god has in store for me towards that. In the future I'll make money enuf to fund others like me. I now understand y u insist so much on charity and philanthropy.
Anyway, otherwise I just feel I need to stabilize a little careerwise. Once I get a decently paying job, I can start planning out on my entrepreneurial dreams. Wish U stood by my side to make BYS enterprises dreams come true!
Miss You too much beyond facing reality. Wish U n i were to present these papers together. Love you da
bye.
Will always be in touch!
Shags
Friday, May 26, 2006
Zorro,
it hits me now why u called me Lady Galadriel!! = ) . thank u so much for seeing it then itself. U knew what i was capable of.love u ma. take care. will never let go of u. i know u can see me handling all issues fine.peace. no worries. i was left back not to mourn, but to make u proud! Respect...
Your Galadriel
it hits me now why u called me Lady Galadriel!! = ) . thank u so much for seeing it then itself. U knew what i was capable of.love u ma. take care. will never let go of u. i know u can see me handling all issues fine.peace. no worries. i was left back not to mourn, but to make u proud! Respect...
Your Galadriel
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Where are You?
U seem to reply to gani alone but not even once to me? Y? how did i ever offend U? V hv been the best buddies that buddies could be! maybe even more than that. n u now care to reply to gani but not me. r u pinpointing that no matter wat i cant be ur brother? whichever way, i always looked at both of u as my brothers.
Bye
Shags
U seem to reply to gani alone but not even once to me? Y? how did i ever offend U? V hv been the best buddies that buddies could be! maybe even more than that. n u now care to reply to gani but not me. r u pinpointing that no matter wat i cant be ur brother? whichever way, i always looked at both of u as my brothers.
Bye
Shags
Monday, May 22, 2006
hey,
i hope u know ur the first person im talking to after i got my marks.i just wanted u to know,im so sorry ive let down ur name, my name and our family name,its the worst marks of my life.im ashamed to call myself ur brother.pls look down on me for the last time cuz im never gonna look at u again, im not worthy of it. im not upset cuz i did so badly the only thing i feel bad is its not a shadow of wat u got and ur not here to scold me. im so sooooooory. from now on if anybody asks if u were my brother im gonna say no cuz its an insult to u.i wud be most happy if u never came in my dreams again.i don want to assosiate myself wit u.i cant see ur face again its gonna haunt me forever. im just worthless. i can imagine how bad u wud have felt if u were alive. no wonder u left me. life is most cruel to me. i ve lost everything nobody to support me, everybody to look down on me. i don feel like breathing anymore. ive lost faith in myself also. i swear the least i can do for u is save watever is left of ur name and the only way to do tat is when aybody asks me "are u ramesh's brother?", im just gonna say no. the song of liverpool no longer suits me. when the storm cleared after march 5th i tht i wud see the golden sky but no its darkness all over and whether i like it or not "I HAVE TO WALK ALONE".
bye da and im sorry for everything....i feel u wud made a difference if u were alive...god has taken the wrong person and now everybody wud feel tat.....
i hope u know ur the first person im talking to after i got my marks.i just wanted u to know,im so sorry ive let down ur name, my name and our family name,its the worst marks of my life.im ashamed to call myself ur brother.pls look down on me for the last time cuz im never gonna look at u again, im not worthy of it. im not upset cuz i did so badly the only thing i feel bad is its not a shadow of wat u got and ur not here to scold me. im so sooooooory. from now on if anybody asks if u were my brother im gonna say no cuz its an insult to u.i wud be most happy if u never came in my dreams again.i don want to assosiate myself wit u.i cant see ur face again its gonna haunt me forever. im just worthless. i can imagine how bad u wud have felt if u were alive. no wonder u left me. life is most cruel to me. i ve lost everything nobody to support me, everybody to look down on me. i don feel like breathing anymore. ive lost faith in myself also. i swear the least i can do for u is save watever is left of ur name and the only way to do tat is when aybody asks me "are u ramesh's brother?", im just gonna say no. the song of liverpool no longer suits me. when the storm cleared after march 5th i tht i wud see the golden sky but no its darkness all over and whether i like it or not "I HAVE TO WALK ALONE".
bye da and im sorry for everything....i feel u wud made a difference if u were alive...god has taken the wrong person and now everybody wud feel tat.....
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Had I known,
I would have got you the FS program for your mobile you asked me,
I would have taken from you the cheat for Music Edit, which you promised,
We could have had kabab dinner in Radisson,
We could have gone for the annual family trip,
I would have taken you to Erode to eat in the new hotel,
We could have gone to Bombay to visit Kannan which I promised to do since your first birthday,
We could have taken a long drive and had the chat which you wanted to have,
You could have stayed little more in the bed between ma and me on 2nd night as I asked you,
I could have hugged you and said you mean a lot to me and I am proud of you and I love you before I dropped you on 3rd morning,
And on 3rd March, begged the Almighty to take me and spare you, you are more dearer to every one else and you are needed more for ma & gani.
Applu…… minus 78 days
I would have got you the FS program for your mobile you asked me,
I would have taken from you the cheat for Music Edit, which you promised,
We could have had kabab dinner in Radisson,
We could have gone for the annual family trip,
I would have taken you to Erode to eat in the new hotel,
We could have gone to Bombay to visit Kannan which I promised to do since your first birthday,
We could have taken a long drive and had the chat which you wanted to have,
You could have stayed little more in the bed between ma and me on 2nd night as I asked you,
I could have hugged you and said you mean a lot to me and I am proud of you and I love you before I dropped you on 3rd morning,
And on 3rd March, begged the Almighty to take me and spare you, you are more dearer to every one else and you are needed more for ma & gani.
Applu…… minus 78 days
Friday, May 19, 2006
Raja,
Gani just finished his exams and I was praying you will watch him over. I remembered when you did your maths TNPCEE, I asked you how you did and you said just ‘ok’. I was little upset, just like any parent, but finally you made up well in your exams and then we went together for counseling and carried on from there like every body else with limited ambitions and contentment and disappointments, anxieties, just a normal happy life. Then why did you decide to part suddenly and left me, ma and Gani, we all loved you like crazy. I can always sense you around me even now, some how take care of Gani and Ma……….Applu minus 77 days
Gani just finished his exams and I was praying you will watch him over. I remembered when you did your maths TNPCEE, I asked you how you did and you said just ‘ok’. I was little upset, just like any parent, but finally you made up well in your exams and then we went together for counseling and carried on from there like every body else with limited ambitions and contentment and disappointments, anxieties, just a normal happy life. Then why did you decide to part suddenly and left me, ma and Gani, we all loved you like crazy. I can always sense you around me even now, some how take care of Gani and Ma……….Applu minus 77 days
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Dude.........
I hear so many things in my area which i usually call up to tell you and only to hear u laugh out loud. Remember yuppie and i always loved to hear u laugh ur unique way. I did something that u'd love to have seen or hear about. I just so miss you and love You Da. U r a real Sweetheart.
I miss You. Wish I get a job soon to gift u from my first pay. Sigh... U make me feel lame and helpless. I'd've broken free from the ties if u'd tied my hands down but they are cut. I'm impaired. I feel disabled. I need You Around Da. Cant even think u r gone. i cant watch any dappaanguthhu video cos i immediately search for you. Oh, How much u just lovd dancing that way...! Let exams get over, I'm planning to dedicate a night-long koothu. WEIGHTTU KOOTHTHU AS u call it.
Luv U da
Missing you...
Like fish outta water,
Shagman
I hear so many things in my area which i usually call up to tell you and only to hear u laugh out loud. Remember yuppie and i always loved to hear u laugh ur unique way. I did something that u'd love to have seen or hear about. I just so miss you and love You Da. U r a real Sweetheart.
I miss You. Wish I get a job soon to gift u from my first pay. Sigh... U make me feel lame and helpless. I'd've broken free from the ties if u'd tied my hands down but they are cut. I'm impaired. I feel disabled. I need You Around Da. Cant even think u r gone. i cant watch any dappaanguthhu video cos i immediately search for you. Oh, How much u just lovd dancing that way...! Let exams get over, I'm planning to dedicate a night-long koothu. WEIGHTTU KOOTHTHU AS u call it.
Luv U da
Missing you...
Like fish outta water,
Shagman
Raja,
I picked this from your directory which you stored in the computer.
THE INTERVIEW WITH GOD
I dreamed I had an interview with God.
“So you would like to interview me?” God asked.
“If you have the time” I said.
God smiled. “My time is eternity.” “What questions do you have in mind for me?”
“What surprises you most about humankind?”
God answered...“That they get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again.”
“That they lose their health to make money and then lose their money to restore their health.”
“That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live in neither the present nor the future.”
"That they live as if they will never die, and die as though they had never lived.”
God’s hand took mine and we were silent for a while.
And then I asked...
“As a parent, what are some of life’s lessons you want your children to learn?”
“To learn they cannot make anyone love them. All they can do is let themselves be loved.”
“To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others.”
“To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness.”
“To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in those they love, and it can take many years to heal them.”
“To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most, but is one who needs the least.”
“To learn that there are people who love them dearly, but simply have not yet learned how to express or show their feelings.”
“To learn that two people can look at the same thing and see it differently.”
“To learn that it is not enough that they forgive one another, but they must also forgive themselves.”
"Thank you for your time," I said humbly.
"Is there anything else you would like your children to know?"
God smiled and said, “Just know that I am here... Always.”
If only you had asked me, I would have told you the same thing, but it was not necessary for you, as you have been doing what The God wanted for any children to do
Applu minus 75 days.
I picked this from your directory which you stored in the computer.
THE INTERVIEW WITH GOD
I dreamed I had an interview with God.
“So you would like to interview me?” God asked.
“If you have the time” I said.
God smiled. “My time is eternity.” “What questions do you have in mind for me?”
“What surprises you most about humankind?”
God answered...“That they get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again.”
“That they lose their health to make money and then lose their money to restore their health.”
“That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live in neither the present nor the future.”
"That they live as if they will never die, and die as though they had never lived.”
God’s hand took mine and we were silent for a while.
And then I asked...
“As a parent, what are some of life’s lessons you want your children to learn?”
“To learn they cannot make anyone love them. All they can do is let themselves be loved.”
“To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others.”
“To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness.”
“To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in those they love, and it can take many years to heal them.”
“To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most, but is one who needs the least.”
“To learn that there are people who love them dearly, but simply have not yet learned how to express or show their feelings.”
“To learn that two people can look at the same thing and see it differently.”
“To learn that it is not enough that they forgive one another, but they must also forgive themselves.”
"Thank you for your time," I said humbly.
"Is there anything else you would like your children to know?"
God smiled and said, “Just know that I am here... Always.”
If only you had asked me, I would have told you the same thing, but it was not necessary for you, as you have been doing what The God wanted for any children to do
Applu minus 75 days.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Hi Raja
I treated you as a son for along time as a doting father, though in the last few years I realized you are becoming a man and have your own ideals and beliefs. May be in the last few months I started talking to you as man to man as I could see things I believe, you believed. Now when others talk and write about you, I see how similar you are to me in certain faiths, like shags has written about the beggar and your reaction to what he said. I would have done the same thing as I believed even if there is 1% chance he needed the help, you should do it. I feel proud of you.
I got the cheque from LIC, and what a pain it gave me to receive that money. If you have earned 1 Rs and given me, for me it would have been equivalent to 1 million. Are you trying to square off the account with me, I won’t allow you. I will meet you wherever you are one day and we will be together. Probably, you are trying to beat me in everything, character, behavior, knowledge and earning. I am glad to lose to you in everything, why beat me in the final call ?
……….Applu minus 74 days
I treated you as a son for along time as a doting father, though in the last few years I realized you are becoming a man and have your own ideals and beliefs. May be in the last few months I started talking to you as man to man as I could see things I believe, you believed. Now when others talk and write about you, I see how similar you are to me in certain faiths, like shags has written about the beggar and your reaction to what he said. I would have done the same thing as I believed even if there is 1% chance he needed the help, you should do it. I feel proud of you.
I got the cheque from LIC, and what a pain it gave me to receive that money. If you have earned 1 Rs and given me, for me it would have been equivalent to 1 million. Are you trying to square off the account with me, I won’t allow you. I will meet you wherever you are one day and we will be together. Probably, you are trying to beat me in everything, character, behavior, knowledge and earning. I am glad to lose to you in everything, why beat me in the final call ?
……….Applu minus 74 days
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Here's engel lyrics 4 u. sounds so apt now! how i wish u were here! i love u, dude.
Those who live good on earth
Become an angel after their death
A look at the sky and you ask
Why we can't see them
First when the clouds go to sleep
They can see us in the sky
We have fear and are alone
God knows I don't want to be an angel
They live in the sunshine
Apart from us and endless far away
They have to attach them to a star (not a party/not much fun)
So they wont fall out of the sky
First when the clouds go to sleep
They can see us in the sky
We have fear and are alone
God knows I don't want to be an angel
Those who live good on earth
Become an angel after their death
A look at the sky and you ask
Why we can't see them
First when the clouds go to sleep
They can see us in the sky
We have fear and are alone
God knows I don't want to be an angel
They live in the sunshine
Apart from us and endless far away
They have to attach them to a star (not a party/not much fun)
So they wont fall out of the sky
First when the clouds go to sleep
They can see us in the sky
We have fear and are alone
God knows I don't want to be an angel
Dude...
Going outta town without u is s disgusting. our rotaract trips and erode trip still chill my spine when the thot reaches my brain that u r way too far away from meeting me for another tour ot stay over. forget it. but there's good news for u. All those kids at little hearts will be happy on ur birthday and mine every year from now on. Charity has been something u'd really preached about. I still remember ur having asked me to spare change for that pichkari at nandanam signal. I said these ppl fake it and they dont deserve it. U asked me wat if they dont fake it? wat if it is true? So true - thats y yuppie n i spare change for some beggar or the other when they approach us. And it pays. V did wat v could afford and saved a person in need. And I was in need and Applu has assented. I wish u2 were here so that v could go together. Thailand could b fun. Phuket fish. ha ha. I love You M8. Cant think of going down ECR or to pondy without u around. So damn miss You. I'll stay in touch! i'll keep u informed about everything that's happening to me and Bijou and everyone else u'll wanna know about. Btw, its my sister's birthday today and i miss u cos of the sambar at home. I really wish u were here. And she'll b getting married this yr. 2 bad that i'm no muslim to serve biryaani at the marriage. of course nothing like muniyadh bhai biryaani. he sure will miss u. Anyway... I love u and i wanna spend one day with u here at chennai at ur place. Come back, for Applu's sake. I really love u Dude, no matter how attrocious n notorious ur activities were!
Luv
Shaggy
Going outta town without u is s disgusting. our rotaract trips and erode trip still chill my spine when the thot reaches my brain that u r way too far away from meeting me for another tour ot stay over. forget it. but there's good news for u. All those kids at little hearts will be happy on ur birthday and mine every year from now on. Charity has been something u'd really preached about. I still remember ur having asked me to spare change for that pichkari at nandanam signal. I said these ppl fake it and they dont deserve it. U asked me wat if they dont fake it? wat if it is true? So true - thats y yuppie n i spare change for some beggar or the other when they approach us. And it pays. V did wat v could afford and saved a person in need. And I was in need and Applu has assented. I wish u2 were here so that v could go together. Thailand could b fun. Phuket fish. ha ha. I love You M8. Cant think of going down ECR or to pondy without u around. So damn miss You. I'll stay in touch! i'll keep u informed about everything that's happening to me and Bijou and everyone else u'll wanna know about. Btw, its my sister's birthday today and i miss u cos of the sambar at home. I really wish u were here. And she'll b getting married this yr. 2 bad that i'm no muslim to serve biryaani at the marriage. of course nothing like muniyadh bhai biryaani. he sure will miss u. Anyway... I love u and i wanna spend one day with u here at chennai at ur place. Come back, for Applu's sake. I really love u Dude, no matter how attrocious n notorious ur activities were!
Luv
Shaggy
Saturday, May 13, 2006
hi ma!!!!
how u doing??? guess i know that anyways!! im prayin, that God has given u all that u need there to keep u satisfied with all ur wishes n wants n keep smilin always!! i donno wat others wud want from u but like iv always wanted, i want u to be happy!!! as long as u r continuing to stay smilin n watchin over me.....il stay in peace!!! its been a very long time since i even wrote anythin in this blog, coz i started believin that u were actually with me all the time takin care of me, like u always did, ur beside me givin all that u ever gave me!!! but today......i missed talkin to u in person, wanna hear u say....."hi babyyyyy!!!" jaan is there anythin that i can do to just hear that ma??? longin for ur hug Amechi!!! was packin my stuff to leave this place forever! got reminded of those days how u wud stop me from goin anywhere out've town n beg me to stay!!! this time ur not there ma, thats y im leavin forever!! will definately come bck sometime just to visit Applu, ma, Gani n patte! don worry il takecare of them for u!! ma trust me, iv been gettin ur signs showin me that u r still keepin up ur promise to keep me happy, thru all means!! im movin on with my life but theres this incomplete feelin all thru out but guess ur some how managin to fill up that gap aswell most've the time some way or the other!! im fine baby.......im doin just fine!! don u ever worry bout me!im a big gurl n i can take good care of myself, if not for me, i wud do it atleast for ur sake! miss u like crazy, can never stop lovin u!!! with all my heart n soul i wish u were here again!!! love ya my Angel!
will always keep ur memories by my side to make a smile appear on my face,
will always continue to look back to see u followin me,
will always hope to beleive that ur holdin my hand thru all the long dark lane,
will always love you unconditionally till the very end!!!
loads n loads of love
always urs....n only urs....
Snow White!!!!
how u doing??? guess i know that anyways!! im prayin, that God has given u all that u need there to keep u satisfied with all ur wishes n wants n keep smilin always!! i donno wat others wud want from u but like iv always wanted, i want u to be happy!!! as long as u r continuing to stay smilin n watchin over me.....il stay in peace!!! its been a very long time since i even wrote anythin in this blog, coz i started believin that u were actually with me all the time takin care of me, like u always did, ur beside me givin all that u ever gave me!!! but today......i missed talkin to u in person, wanna hear u say....."hi babyyyyy!!!" jaan is there anythin that i can do to just hear that ma??? longin for ur hug Amechi!!! was packin my stuff to leave this place forever! got reminded of those days how u wud stop me from goin anywhere out've town n beg me to stay!!! this time ur not there ma, thats y im leavin forever!! will definately come bck sometime just to visit Applu, ma, Gani n patte! don worry il takecare of them for u!! ma trust me, iv been gettin ur signs showin me that u r still keepin up ur promise to keep me happy, thru all means!! im movin on with my life but theres this incomplete feelin all thru out but guess ur some how managin to fill up that gap aswell most've the time some way or the other!! im fine baby.......im doin just fine!! don u ever worry bout me!im a big gurl n i can take good care of myself, if not for me, i wud do it atleast for ur sake! miss u like crazy, can never stop lovin u!!! with all my heart n soul i wish u were here again!!! love ya my Angel!
will always keep ur memories by my side to make a smile appear on my face,
will always continue to look back to see u followin me,
will always hope to beleive that ur holdin my hand thru all the long dark lane,
will always love you unconditionally till the very end!!!
loads n loads of love
always urs....n only urs....
Snow White!!!!
Ma and me keep asking our self what wrong we did to lose you and what is that we have not done to you for you to punish us like this. Why did you kept reminding me about you yesterday and make me cry for you all the time. My heart bleeds and I can sense I am no more the man as I was before. At least for Gani’s sake give us strength and tell us what to do. Unable to forget you for a minute even. Long to see you. Applu minus 71 days.
Thursday, May 11, 2006
I can hear you saying thanks and your smile for my saying yes to Shags. Any more I can do to make you happy.
Do you remember this day last year. You made it wonderful probably knowing that will be the last time, we will celebrate together. We miss your wishes, your week hand shake, and most of all your wish card. Happiness, lost forever. We miss you da. Life will never be the same again.
When my life ended 3-3-06 4:55 PM
Will this be the day when my agony ends 11-May-06
Days without you -69
Do you remember this day last year. You made it wonderful probably knowing that will be the last time, we will celebrate together. We miss your wishes, your week hand shake, and most of all your wish card. Happiness, lost forever. We miss you da. Life will never be the same again.
When my life ended 3-3-06 4:55 PM
Will this be the day when my agony ends 11-May-06
Days without you -69
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
“Nallathey Ninai, Nallathey Pesu, Nallathey sei, unakku nallathey nadakkum”, I read this somewhere and I believed in it and strictly followed. How come I ended up loosing you after I did “Nallathey Ninai, Nallathey Pesu, Nallathey sei”. You are around me always, I feel you, answer me da. …….Applu
When my life ended 3-3-06 4:55 PM
Will this be the day when my agony ends 09-May-06
Days without you -67
Monday, May 08, 2006
Nine requisites for contented living:
Health enough to make work a pleasure.
Wealth enough to support your needs.
Strength to battle with difficulties and overcome them.
Grace enough to confess your sins and forsake them.
Patience enough to toil until some good is accomplished.
Charity enough to see some good in your neighbor.
Love enough to move you to be useful and helpful to others.
Faith enough to make real the things of God.
Hope enough to remove all anxious fears concerning the future."
What I practiced till 3rd March and lived as a contented man, now they are all only words without you. Touch me da somehow. Applu minus 66 days
Sunday, May 07, 2006
I lived on faith, trust, beleif and hope. After all these years, you have made me to lose my faith, beleif, trust in every thing and what can I Hope for now, living in fear, just live by the moment, why are you punishing me like this ? ......Applu minus 65 days.
Friday, May 05, 2006
I always beleived every thing balances in life. Is that why you are giving me so much of grief to balance the happiness you gave me, if so, is it balanced or am I to suffer more. .....Applu minus 62 days
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Can’t you hear my call, how can you be so silent. My heart bleeds. Why da ? Why are you punishing me like this. …….Applu minus 61 days
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Raja
We had a life
Then we gave you life,
You showed us how beautiful life could be with you
You had your wonderful life
Why did you decided to stop it all of a sudden
And made our life empty.
Show me the way………Applu 60 days
We had a life
Then we gave you life,
You showed us how beautiful life could be with you
You had your wonderful life
Why did you decided to stop it all of a sudden
And made our life empty.
Show me the way………Applu 60 days
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
hi Da.
I'm home alone. Wish you'd come over for a night-stay. I'm calling yuppie over tho. But i'm sure right now that the stay over is not gonna be gr8 cos u n i shared a particular wavelength that no one can even dream of replacing. You will always be my hero. I wish v did make our plans come true- just u n me to some outstation before you left india. I miss you for your style of talking, your tamil and wat not? i miss your everyday sitting by my side, i miss your msgs, i miss phone calls with you. I just so miss you. Want you Da. Back as what yuppie n i call you in our phonebooks. Get back here. buzz my mobile tonight as u reach my place dont ring the calling bell. Standard procedure. this time i'll open the door whenever u come with one word of reprimand. but just turn up. Home alone without you is torture.
Luv
Shags
I'm home alone. Wish you'd come over for a night-stay. I'm calling yuppie over tho. But i'm sure right now that the stay over is not gonna be gr8 cos u n i shared a particular wavelength that no one can even dream of replacing. You will always be my hero. I wish v did make our plans come true- just u n me to some outstation before you left india. I miss you for your style of talking, your tamil and wat not? i miss your everyday sitting by my side, i miss your msgs, i miss phone calls with you. I just so miss you. Want you Da. Back as what yuppie n i call you in our phonebooks. Get back here. buzz my mobile tonight as u reach my place dont ring the calling bell. Standard procedure. this time i'll open the door whenever u come with one word of reprimand. but just turn up. Home alone without you is torture.
Luv
Shags
