BORN TO BE A STAR

Don’t know, why, for the past 4 days, I am unable to forget you for a minute, my heart keeps aching and I am longing to see you. I feel you here, but I am not able to reach you, I keep talking to you in my mind, are you trying to reach your Applu, do you need something, do you want your Applu by your side for something, I don’t know, but I feel you. My heart is bleeding, because I feel so helpless and I don’t know how to reach you. I sense a sort of invisible curtain between you and me preventing me from reaching you. How did you have the heart to leave us da. I still keep the hope of seeing you and talking to you sometime, I don’t know how and when, but I will keep up that hope. Applu.

Miss u da poriki..my fellow outsider. Can u see the new world i am in? Do u see it the way i see it..really wish i could talk to u now. There's so much we'd discuss bout.. When i think of our palace visits, i shrink and close my eyes to relive those sweet memories and not to cry.
U stand before me a million times in class.. always there to say proud to have u my galadriel. life is beautiful my zorro. Hear me talk to u..Hear my thoughts on the world u left...it will guide u to peace.
much love,your galadriel..

the time has finally arrived......ur brother stepping into college....a new phase phase of my life beckons.....im crying after a long long time....why??? cuz i dreamed tat u would walk wit me to coll....now also i know u would but the thing is tat i wont be able to see u....walk wit me my GOD....stick wit me....give me hope....courage and bless me....i shall take on all challenges and i shall step out on top when it matters the most....i shall save my brothers name....i swear it....just look after me....
love u man
missing u
ganesh

The saying about 3 things in Life :

Three things in life, that may never be lost
Peace, hope, honesty
Untrue – Only thing in life, that may never be lost is your Children.
Three things in life, that are most valuable
Love, Self-Confidence & Friends
Untrue – The only valuable thing in life is your children
Three things in life that can destroy a man
Alcohol, Pride, Anger
Untrue – The parting of your children, physically and mentally
Three things in life that once lost, hard to build up
Respect, Trust, Friendship
Untrue – The life of my Raja, lost forever and never possible to build up

Three things in life that never fail
True love, determination, belief
Untrue – In my Life, every one of them failed.

hi.....my first birthday without u.......first time this is ever happening so its a weird feeling......i realise i have a long life ahead of me without u......talk to me man.....stick wit me.....


bye
ganesh

Hi Raja

I have tried my best, but it is just not possible to forget you and carry on as though nothing has happened. I long to see you, I can not accept I can not see you any more, it may sound funny to others, but I will keep the hope of seeing you someday, I don’t know when and where, but I don’t want to lose that hope. At least keep coming in my dreams. More some one tells me to accept the reality, more I get depressed. Miss you da, Applu

Dude...
i wanna stay in the state of disbelief of ur absence. u r with me or maybe in UTA. i'm mailing you. thats wat i'd like to think.
i'm moving closer towards bys enterprises. i finally sourced wat motor to use for our bending machine. gears will be bought for plan B as it has to be a two step reduction mostly. as for plan A, i have to design the bevel gears and install the system at AGNI. Sent them a report of plan A. thats wat they precisely want.Plan B must be designed, manufactured, labeled and sold. i'll try patenting it.
BYS is coming up with the any-zize-carton bundling machine very soon. dont worry. i'm holding up ur reputation. i love you.
you are my hero, ALWAYS
Luv
Shags

dude...
i've figured out a real good mechanism for the bending machine. i'll make it happen. i hope things work out real well. i'll start BYS and get it registered very soon. dreams begin to realise. life still goes on. wish u were here. miss u
Luv
Shags

BORN TO BE A STAR
dei...
me back... CEE (chief executive engineer) of BYS enterprises. dude... the bundler is in the godown. now looking into the prospects of a bending machine. i suggested them this idea wn we went there together but now here i am working full fledged on it. If my ideas are better than theirs, i'd make them an offer they cant refuse. i'll cut a real fair deal and make the parts in chennai (ennore foundaries for the humungous rack gear) or coimbatore and assemble it all and take the money. keep watching me. i feel comfortable when i feel ur warm presence. i miss u much more than words can say. every engg project that is a success, every day in rotaract - needless to say, it is dedicated to you, brother. guide me thru the seemingly dark road ahead. with u around, its always lit.
love you da
Shags

Raja,

One of the few things I wanted was you to be with me when Gani joins college, to assist him and me. Guide him through and look after him. He has joined the college which I believe is the best he can go to, I don’t know what you would have advised us to do. At least take care of him, wherever you are and whichever manner possible. I don’t know da, whether with half my life gone with you, whether I can ever be normal (every one advise me to, expects me to, wants me to, how funny !!!), now I live the other half only for Gani. With one eye gone, you can still see the world, but it is not the same like seeing the world with two eyes. applu

Zorro,
where'd u go???
i talk...i nod.. i flash an eaten-up smile... i see words spill out..i feel knife-edged tears ..i'm numb and happy. i close my eyes , i see u. i open them , i see u.
i've at least achieved something now-got everyone to stop worrying bout me.

Dearth of truth.
i rest in peace like u
i will speak up only when u do.
you are my hero.
MY ZORRO.

ONE REASON WHY I STILL BELIEVE IN THE MAGIC OF LIFE....UNDYING LOVE FOR A FELLOW OUTSIDER.
u know what i'm craving for.U KNOW I'M A TRUTH ADDICT. u know it too well. and i know u're telling me to wait. i will bujji. i will cos,
I BELIEVE IN U.
I BELIEVE IN THE GANGA YOU CREATED.
I BELIEVE IN OUR PAIN.
much love,
YOUR GALADRIEL

dude...
back from the long trip. things will go smooth as i perceive them. the bundler will be made very soon. miss u da. very tired now. will blog again soon.
Luv
Shags