Wednesday, July 19, 2006
see i told u......god took the wrong person......my worst fears have come true......ppl are comparing u with me......i agree ur a better person than me......i still havent had a chance to prove my worth......why are ppl like tat???? they re like if ramesh was here he wud have done this and ur not doing it.....no use mentioning who said it.....whats said is said.....i knew everybody felt like tat and finally i heard it out of a mouth.....its just a pin prick i tell u.....but its straight through my heart......enough of this......come back man......only u can save me......wat did i do wrong to deserve this??? tell me.....wat did i wrong?? im waiting for an answer.... come back, come back !!!!!!
ganesh
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ey etchkalnaaye...
its me. chill da. miss u all too much to handle situations. i miss u especially. i used to c myself in u in so many things in which u did the same way i do or i would've. so never think i could've done better than u. if u ever made a mistake, i'd've done just as much. just that. nothing more nothing less. maybe even twins wont do things this alike but we both r just so alike. i dnt care a rat's booty for what was said to you only cos if it were said to me, i'd've cared nothing more than that. and i know who said it cos i'm realy watching y'all. chill. some ppl just dunno how offensive words can get and just blurt out some shit. i've faced much more than all this. only that i want you to inherit one more quality of mine - never get too emotional at the face of things. i never took brickbats or bouquets much different. stay unaffected by wat ppl say. u know who u r. and god took the right erson at the wrongest of times. these r wn i wanna b with u. u r just another part of me. i feel hurt if u r hurt. bear one thing in mind da... i cud never c any of my friends hurt or glum. and compared to how much i love you, u can take it that i really do hate them; i love you that much. just love me. if i'm right, respect me. i'll lead u thru the path u hv to follow. i'll never mislead you, at least now that i'm in the divine light. i love you da echa. remember maa used to call me eeshaa... the way i say echa reminds me of her. make her feel good. applu is way too disturbed to even apply his mind 100% at work. i know he's never gonna be the same again. but u can make a difference da. make that change in these ppl's lives. i'llb a sorrow for all of u for a lifetime i'm sure. i'm so happy u behave more mature than i could even imagine. wn i was leaving u all, the only person i gave a thot abt was u - "Oh shit how will this kid handle his exams!" but the way u behave and conduct urself, (i just hugged u soul-to-soul), i'm proud of u more than anyone else is. in one way, i'm proud of myself - being "ur" brother.
I love you da. sometimes wn i hear you call me maapla i feel gr8 cos v both moved as frens, tho within certain limits. but always remember, i love you. smile no matter wat. keep applu n maa happy. Paatte is one other story. even if she's into amnesia she'll remember me n cry. i hate myself for making u all cry. if u want me to love myself, just make them all happy. u and only u can make that change. Officer. i herewith depute you to take control of the melancholic scenario and keep a chk on tears. make everyone happy. b happy first of all. try having an edge over the comp. dnt let applu even use it. i dnt want him to get totally affected by me. shit i feel like a disease. make me feel better. love you loads daa etcha... stay down there. do ur duty. u get wat u r supposed to get tho u deserve things much better. and acknowledge this comment.
love me always. miss me lesser. just keep up my spirit by living who u r. never b glum.
I love you da.
WamBamRam
its me. chill da. miss u all too much to handle situations. i miss u especially. i used to c myself in u in so many things in which u did the same way i do or i would've. so never think i could've done better than u. if u ever made a mistake, i'd've done just as much. just that. nothing more nothing less. maybe even twins wont do things this alike but we both r just so alike. i dnt care a rat's booty for what was said to you only cos if it were said to me, i'd've cared nothing more than that. and i know who said it cos i'm realy watching y'all. chill. some ppl just dunno how offensive words can get and just blurt out some shit. i've faced much more than all this. only that i want you to inherit one more quality of mine - never get too emotional at the face of things. i never took brickbats or bouquets much different. stay unaffected by wat ppl say. u know who u r. and god took the right erson at the wrongest of times. these r wn i wanna b with u. u r just another part of me. i feel hurt if u r hurt. bear one thing in mind da... i cud never c any of my friends hurt or glum. and compared to how much i love you, u can take it that i really do hate them; i love you that much. just love me. if i'm right, respect me. i'll lead u thru the path u hv to follow. i'll never mislead you, at least now that i'm in the divine light. i love you da echa. remember maa used to call me eeshaa... the way i say echa reminds me of her. make her feel good. applu is way too disturbed to even apply his mind 100% at work. i know he's never gonna be the same again. but u can make a difference da. make that change in these ppl's lives. i'llb a sorrow for all of u for a lifetime i'm sure. i'm so happy u behave more mature than i could even imagine. wn i was leaving u all, the only person i gave a thot abt was u - "Oh shit how will this kid handle his exams!" but the way u behave and conduct urself, (i just hugged u soul-to-soul), i'm proud of u more than anyone else is. in one way, i'm proud of myself - being "ur" brother.
I love you da. sometimes wn i hear you call me maapla i feel gr8 cos v both moved as frens, tho within certain limits. but always remember, i love you. smile no matter wat. keep applu n maa happy. Paatte is one other story. even if she's into amnesia she'll remember me n cry. i hate myself for making u all cry. if u want me to love myself, just make them all happy. u and only u can make that change. Officer. i herewith depute you to take control of the melancholic scenario and keep a chk on tears. make everyone happy. b happy first of all. try having an edge over the comp. dnt let applu even use it. i dnt want him to get totally affected by me. shit i feel like a disease. make me feel better. love you loads daa etcha... stay down there. do ur duty. u get wat u r supposed to get tho u deserve things much better. and acknowledge this comment.
love me always. miss me lesser. just keep up my spirit by living who u r. never b glum.
I love you da.
WamBamRam
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: 10:31 PM
Ganesh
I am deeply hurt. Whoever told you like that is wrong and forgive them. Some one has written, what Ramesh would have told you and I am thankful to him for that.
For me and amma, both of you were same, we never expected you to be alike and in this world no two person will be alike. For me and amma, our love and affection has always been equal and to-day you are the only thing left for us to have a meaning in our life.
Please don’t think God took the wrong person. No one in the world will be able to tell you the reason why he was taken instead of me, ma, you or any other person. The only thing I know is not me or amma and especially you do not deserve this. For me and amma, if you two ever complained of any pain, our heart used to bleed and we felt the pain more than you two.
I used to feel so proud of both of you and that too because you two were so close. I was never close to my brother when he was alive or to my sister even now, like you were close to Ramesh. I was very confident he will take care of you after me.
First thing you learn in life is not to compare one person with another and especially yourself with anybody. Each one of us is different and time alone will bring out the best in everybody.
He had his own strengths and you have your own strengths. If he has at any time advised you to do some thing and if you have admired some of his character and if you believe it as right, learn to do it. Otherwise, do what you feel as right and while doing so, ensure that by word or action you do not hurt others. (like someone has hurt you now)
For me, only amma, ramesh and you mattered and I did everything to ensure, the three of you are always comfortable and got whatever you wished and wanted. I lived my life only for the three of you. But on 3rd March, I was helpless to do anything for him and answer you, when you called me and asked me “What happened to ramesh”. To-day, I am struggling to get back into normalcy as I feel guilty, I could not do anything for him on 3rd March and I am still unable to accept he is not there and we will never be able to see him. Support me and amma.
You are precious to us and you are as precious as Ramesh. Do what he would have expected from you, if you believe.
Applu.
I am deeply hurt. Whoever told you like that is wrong and forgive them. Some one has written, what Ramesh would have told you and I am thankful to him for that.
For me and amma, both of you were same, we never expected you to be alike and in this world no two person will be alike. For me and amma, our love and affection has always been equal and to-day you are the only thing left for us to have a meaning in our life.
Please don’t think God took the wrong person. No one in the world will be able to tell you the reason why he was taken instead of me, ma, you or any other person. The only thing I know is not me or amma and especially you do not deserve this. For me and amma, if you two ever complained of any pain, our heart used to bleed and we felt the pain more than you two.
I used to feel so proud of both of you and that too because you two were so close. I was never close to my brother when he was alive or to my sister even now, like you were close to Ramesh. I was very confident he will take care of you after me.
First thing you learn in life is not to compare one person with another and especially yourself with anybody. Each one of us is different and time alone will bring out the best in everybody.
He had his own strengths and you have your own strengths. If he has at any time advised you to do some thing and if you have admired some of his character and if you believe it as right, learn to do it. Otherwise, do what you feel as right and while doing so, ensure that by word or action you do not hurt others. (like someone has hurt you now)
For me, only amma, ramesh and you mattered and I did everything to ensure, the three of you are always comfortable and got whatever you wished and wanted. I lived my life only for the three of you. But on 3rd March, I was helpless to do anything for him and answer you, when you called me and asked me “What happened to ramesh”. To-day, I am struggling to get back into normalcy as I feel guilty, I could not do anything for him on 3rd March and I am still unable to accept he is not there and we will never be able to see him. Support me and amma.
You are precious to us and you are as precious as Ramesh. Do what he would have expected from you, if you believe.
Applu.
Ganesh
I am deeply hurt. Whoever told you like that is wrong and forgive them. Some one has written, what Ramesh would have told you and I am thankful to him for that.
For me and amma, both of you were same, we never expected you to be alike and in this world no two person will be alike. For me and amma, our love and affection has always been equal and to-day you are the only thing left for us to have a meaning in our life.
Please don’t think God took the wrong person. No one in the world will be able to tell you the reason why he was taken instead of me, ma, you or any other person. The only thing I know is not me or amma and especially you do not deserve this. For me and amma, if you two ever complained of any pain, our heart used to bleed and we felt the pain more than you two.
I used to feel so proud of both of you and that too because you two were so close. I was never close to my brother when he was alive or to my sister even now, like you were close to Ramesh. I was very confident he will take care of you after me.
First thing you learn in life is not to compare one person with another and especially yourself with anybody. Each one of us is different and time alone will bring out the best in everybody.
He had his own strengths and you have your own strengths. If he has at any time advised you to do some thing and if you have admired some of his character and if you believe it as right, learn to do it. Otherwise, do what you feel as right and while doing so, ensure that by word or action you do not hurt others. (like someone has hurt you now)
For me, only amma, ramesh and you mattered and I did everything to ensure, the three of you are always comfortable and got whatever you wished and wanted. I lived my life only for the three of you. But on 3rd March, I was helpless to do anything for him and answer you, when you called me and asked me “What happened to ramesh”. To-day, I am struggling to get back into normalcy as I feel guilty, I could not do anything for him on 3rd March and I am still unable to accept he is not there and we will never be able to see him. Support me and amma.
You are precious to us and you are as precious as Ramesh. Do what he would have expected from you, if you believe.
Applu.
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I am deeply hurt. Whoever told you like that is wrong and forgive them. Some one has written, what Ramesh would have told you and I am thankful to him for that.
For me and amma, both of you were same, we never expected you to be alike and in this world no two person will be alike. For me and amma, our love and affection has always been equal and to-day you are the only thing left for us to have a meaning in our life.
Please don’t think God took the wrong person. No one in the world will be able to tell you the reason why he was taken instead of me, ma, you or any other person. The only thing I know is not me or amma and especially you do not deserve this. For me and amma, if you two ever complained of any pain, our heart used to bleed and we felt the pain more than you two.
I used to feel so proud of both of you and that too because you two were so close. I was never close to my brother when he was alive or to my sister even now, like you were close to Ramesh. I was very confident he will take care of you after me.
First thing you learn in life is not to compare one person with another and especially yourself with anybody. Each one of us is different and time alone will bring out the best in everybody.
He had his own strengths and you have your own strengths. If he has at any time advised you to do some thing and if you have admired some of his character and if you believe it as right, learn to do it. Otherwise, do what you feel as right and while doing so, ensure that by word or action you do not hurt others. (like someone has hurt you now)
For me, only amma, ramesh and you mattered and I did everything to ensure, the three of you are always comfortable and got whatever you wished and wanted. I lived my life only for the three of you. But on 3rd March, I was helpless to do anything for him and answer you, when you called me and asked me “What happened to ramesh”. To-day, I am struggling to get back into normalcy as I feel guilty, I could not do anything for him on 3rd March and I am still unable to accept he is not there and we will never be able to see him. Support me and amma.
You are precious to us and you are as precious as Ramesh. Do what he would have expected from you, if you believe.
Applu.
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