Saturday, April 08, 2006
CHAOS AND PAIN
tomorrow is april 9th.
one year back,this was the day, destiny brought us together..you said it better in a msg on july 19th 2005..
-"There lays the chapter of our lives-to-be, fresh outta the creator's hands.Neatly stacked to perfection but alas the fateful winds of change blew across a few pages of mine amongst your's, thus creating the greatest story NEVER-TOLD!"..
well, u're not with me now.
I am missing u like crazy, but..
its not about your messagaes;
its not about talking every night;
its not about missing your magical hugs;
its not even about our adventures at the palace(they were our best times. i relive every visit of ours, in my mind, every single day)
its not about all this..
Its just about your ABSENCE.
its easier to survive , with a deep sense of FIDELITY AND INFALLIBILITY of a fellow outsider's existence....and now,
YOU CAN'T JUST GO ON WITH LIFE WITHOUT YOUR OTHER HALF..CAN YA?????
* * * *
remember we played kite with dragonflies(our hearts),
you're dead now and you've vanished.
and i let go of my heart..
its singing wildly of a song of chaos n pain.
SO LOST WITHOUT YOU
your GANGA..(your galadriel's dead, by the way.galadriel does not exist without her zorro. ganga is what's left of your girl)
shall i come to see u?? I thought of it for long ..contemplating on the how to get myself to the place where u are now. but every path seems like a dead-end. i don't wanna hurt anyone. i'm gritting my teeth and fighting every day..every single day. THERE'S SOMETHING OF U INSIDE ME AND I'M "NOT" GONNA LET IT DIE TOO!!! LOVE YOU!
P.S: i know u are reading my diary .. i just know. i also know what pain you're going through watching us, stay close...i'll keep u warm. will always always always be there for u like i promised)
tomorrow is april 9th.
one year back,this was the day, destiny brought us together..you said it better in a msg on july 19th 2005..
-"There lays the chapter of our lives-to-be, fresh outta the creator's hands.Neatly stacked to perfection but alas the fateful winds of change blew across a few pages of mine amongst your's, thus creating the greatest story NEVER-TOLD!"..
well, u're not with me now.
I am missing u like crazy, but..
its not about your messagaes;
its not about talking every night;
its not about missing your magical hugs;
its not even about our adventures at the palace(they were our best times. i relive every visit of ours, in my mind, every single day)
its not about all this..
Its just about your ABSENCE.
its easier to survive , with a deep sense of FIDELITY AND INFALLIBILITY of a fellow outsider's existence....and now,
YOU CAN'T JUST GO ON WITH LIFE WITHOUT YOUR OTHER HALF..CAN YA?????
* * * *
remember we played kite with dragonflies(our hearts),
you're dead now and you've vanished.
and i let go of my heart..
its singing wildly of a song of chaos n pain.
SO LOST WITHOUT YOU
your GANGA..(your galadriel's dead, by the way.galadriel does not exist without her zorro. ganga is what's left of your girl)
shall i come to see u?? I thought of it for long ..contemplating on the how to get myself to the place where u are now. but every path seems like a dead-end. i don't wanna hurt anyone. i'm gritting my teeth and fighting every day..every single day. THERE'S SOMETHING OF U INSIDE ME AND I'M "NOT" GONNA LET IT DIE TOO!!! LOVE YOU!
P.S: i know u are reading my diary .. i just know. i also know what pain you're going through watching us, stay close...i'll keep u warm. will always always always be there for u like i promised)
